idiotic

to da peeps out there.. sorrri i dun updait nowadays coz me com spoilt... using pet's com to updait... jeeeezzzzzzz.... bored.... wish i can turn bak time....

ligaw ako pag wala ka...

GEOG DOWN...
seriously men... geog so hard. tink i'l slack... but i have faith in God.

went out with my cous jus now... he rulz!!! anime maniac like me!!! mwahahaha. i tot it'll be hard to converse with him but he tok like machine gun sia.

to all the ppl there... gud luck for ur exams!!!

my cous is here

my cousin visiting from philippines...
he bloody cool sia...
he in college now...
he knows everything about anime as much as i do!!!
so cool!!!
he looks a bit like my another cousin's bf...
COUSINS RULE THE WORLD!!!

ENGLISH DOWN!!!

asshole

why do you bother to read???
feeling nth... niether pain nor anger
too numb...
but still conscience say mus say sorry to you
its hard to be a christian men...
ok mus listen to Him... be a good girl...
here it goes...

SORRY
SORRY
SORRY

and oso if ur trying to make me angry
or wana make me go down ur knees

i dun get angry coz as i said... christianity...
and i am down on my knees because
my inner voice says so...

watevre u say wun affect me...
it'll onli affect u...

u still reading ah???
wah... i didnt noe u care so much sia...

i'm happi

now 123o in the morning chating wit dj and mich...
they both so funny
they make up my day...
lafing all by myself at my room...
i'm happy wit my life
i love mcm

singapore idol (cant be bothered)

yo... waz'up ppl... me hv mixed feelings rite now but... wondering y...
watched spore idol!!! wooohuuu!!! it rox men!!!
taufik rules the earth... with sly in his right hand!!!
ahhhh!!! obsessed wit it... wah.... like i skip studying for da sake of
watching spore idol... aiyo...

now a days i duno way i cant cramp anything in my mind...
maybe i feel i lack time...
droping down this year i swear...
anyways... goodluck to everybody!!! for the EXam i mean...
me myself gona work hard... coz i'm falling
and i'm da only one hu can catch myself...
peas out...

it's all up to you

whether yes or no
forever or for a while
for good or for bad
for better or for worse
close or far
whole or half
devoted or complacent
peace or persecution
permanent or temporary
embraced or alone
win or lose
seek for help or be independent
humble or proud
warmth or coldness
be understanding or be ignorant
be contented or sensitive
forgive or reject
to cherish or waste
to notice or ignore

it's all up to you
i dun wana take my decision anymore
i always chose the latter
but it always ends up wrong
i dun mind you taking liberties of me
i dun mind people taking advantages of me
as long as i make them happy
oh god i'm so selfish

miz_undur_standing

seriously men...
the story i heard is too twisted...
misunderstanding...
that's wat usualy ignites a fight
watever i write in my blog is not all abt one person

anyways, glad i have my "best friend" wit me.
he's da onli one hu can lift da burdens away
i tot i'm not gonna make it
i tot da pain will jus stay
but dat moment wen i cried... it was becoz of hapiness
knowing his wit me...
last time he wasnt there so i was lyk a lost sheep
now it doesnt matter that much
coz he carries the weight for me...
so glad his here
not feeling as drastic as b4

but i do wish we're back again
but too sick of it....
evrytime somethings wrong...
no matter how hard i try...
i still fail... making you hapi
haiz...

maybe leaving u alone is da best way...
but u noe...
like everybody else...
i'm as stupid as a pig
so i dun0 wats best for da world.
i only knoe wats best for me...
actualy sometimes
i dun even noe wats best for me.

but quite ok rite now.
feeling normal but at the same time
veri empty.

coolness